Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Its May

Brent and I took some more engagement pictures! I love them so much it captures the peaceful love we have together! I love the nature of the orchard we took them at! So calming and natural with the fruit flowers in blooms!


It is only TWO weeks until the wedding! I can't believe it is approaching that soon!

Yesterday, on Mothers day, with Brent's family we were able to skype his Brother Elder Andrew Cowley who is serving an LDS mission in Guatemala! I met him for the first time. I missed being able to meet him before he left only by a few weeks. We are really gonna miss him on our big day.

I love having two families now! Brent's twin sisters Jennifer and Sarah are so fun to be around and full of life! It can still have it's challenges though.  Where we go for celebrations, special dinners and holidays is a task we have to now be tackling. I try to earn the best brownie points I can though.

Marriage brings so much with it. Way more than just our licence lawfulness. We will be married not only by law on Earth, but law in the heavens for all eternity.
-packing/moving
-bills
-temple sealing
-temple endowments
-church talks
-new ward
-rent
-gifts
-reception details
-thank yous
-honeymoon
-kids?
-fiances
-traditions

and so much more!

LIFE WILL NEVER STOP AMAZING ME <3


Friday, January 25, 2013

Wedding Plans!


I can't believe the details that go into planning a wedding.. I've never done this before or even had some one super close to me marry with me involved. I guess with being the oldest I get to experience everything first right? It has kind of already been overwhelming trying to figure everything out, even though I still have 4 months until the best day of my life!
 

Fiance CHECK
Temple CHECK
Receptions Center CHECK
everything else EMPTY BOX
I have been wedding dress shopping around and I have found things that are pretty and cute and I like it but, its not The One... ya know? I hope I find something affordable that is just what is meant for me to wear on my wedding day. I don't want to be discouraged... so far all I get is very hot temperature and static hair. I come close to feeling like a daughter of a king in a white modest dress. 
Holy cow lets talk about the costs.... $Expensive$ is an understatement. I thought tampons were expensive... People in the wedding business make some good money. Why does it have to be so expensive to throw a gathering to unite me and my Husband to be forever?!
It doesn't just happen like you think it does in your dreams as a little girl. 
I am trying to focus on being relaxed about it to enjoy this time as a fiancee  I only get to plan my wedding once. However, I also get to only have that day once too. I would love for my in vision to come to life. Trying to explain your in vision though to others trying to help you out is a different story...
I want it outdoors and an outdoor theme however I don't want it to seem like you are camping (no matter how much I love that) I still want it to feel like my wedding day to have everything just calm and peaceful and natural the feeling I get being outdoors or another one of my favorite places, next to my fiance. So natural is a great word for theme, but not complete whole organic type.
I guess maybe like a meadow lots of wildflowers, flowing, peaceful, outdoors, fresh air. It brings a smile to your face doesn't? That's what I want so how do I make that happen is the question? Because I also want it to represent me and my fiance and who we are together. I love purple so that needs to be my color so I go straight to lavender because that is natural but, which shade of lavender do I choice? Them all? will it work and blend right with the natural flowing scene? 
All I know is I can not wait to be with Brent forever! With The Lord as our 3rd wheel we will have a perfect day to unite together as Mr. and Mrs. I have the most important part CHECKED off the Temple and Fiance and that is what truly matters to me. May 30th will be a day I will never forget for eternity! 



Thursday, January 17, 2013

Then I met a boy...





            About a week after I had returned from camp, I went to church that following Sunday with a friend I hadn’t been able to see over the summer. It was fun getting caught up with everyone who I had missed. Lots of laughs and talk were in the air about the summer I had had away. That’s when Brent Cowley came up to me to ask me if I would be willing to go with him on a date. That brought a smile to my face, for I had been eyeing him with interest before I had gone away to camp. I couldn't even believe my ears, especially when we planned to go night hiking. Did this boy know the love of hiking I had? I was impressed.
            The Saturday of the date came. We headed to a hike that I was familiar with. I was really nervous about making a fool of myself. I wanted to show him the skills I had learned over the summer but, I didn’t want to sound dumb. I talked his head off all night. I was for sure that I blew it. I went home that night content that I wouldn't be getting another date no matter if I wanted one or not. I guess friends who go to the same church would be all that we would have. I was wrong again.
            The following weekend he asked me to spend more time with him. He started meeting up with me on campus and hanging out. Soon we were seeing each other every day. Somehow I had made a good impression on him, for he was interested! Before I knew it our status had turned into a relationship. The happiness I had learned away at camp doubled.  I’ve never known such happiness.            On Christmas 2012 this boy purposed to me at the spot we had first started up a conversation that would make us never forget each other. We huddled next to a fire built between inches of snow.  We tried not to freeze as we were roasting goodies of Star burst  I thought he was going crazy trying to find a non-existent, yellow-flavored one when he got my attention. I turned to him with a ring and on one knee asking the question every girl longs for from the love of her life.
            The chapter in my life took a huge page turn. My future was to be with Brent for eternity. I wasn’t sad that the chapters I had thought were coming would be no more, because the new chapter to come makes me even happier. I now am planning and preparing for a marriage ahead of me. We are attending school at Weber State for now while we work our hearts away. Luckily we have been able to find jobs to keep us afloat for now. It’s an overwhelmingly joyful time in my life.            We plan to wed at the end of May after we have finished this semester out. We will start our new future together over the summer. It excites me so much. I have lots to prepare for. I hope I will be ready in time to enjoy a uniting day together and to be ready to be a great wife to him.  

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Fall Time



    Pumpkin spice, spiders, orange and black, candy, and pie you just might say that it's Halloween time. The leafs  are changing before they fall. The air is turning bitter and creatures of all shorts are let loose during this fall season! I personally found them as I journeyed through Haunted Hollow a new experience for me to go through a Haunted House willingly and very courageous  It might have been for the fact that I had this boy on my arm to keep be brave and protected. ;) I found many colors in the Mountains as I hiked through them with this boy and his family. We enjoyed the overwhelming colors and Mountain air as a smile of gratitude presented it's self. This boy and I also enjoyed our self's at a costume party with the singles. We went as Fred and Wilma. My dressing up experience for the season. It went pretty good do to the fact that we each won a gift card for it. A free funny movie can't go wrong with that! The night of all the creeping and growling there was a full moon upon us! I had to work at Winegars. Kirsten was working with me and we hurriedly got done all that needed to be done and she let me hurry away so that I could meet this special boy to enjoy even more time together. We ventured off to Weber State where they were showing The Ring in the parking lot. I ended the October season with some special at my side <3

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

I'm Home!



                          
I am officially home from Trefoil Ranch, Girl Scout Camp. What an amazing experience I had this summer. It was much more then I could ever imagine! From my previous post, when I let you know I was going to Trefoil, I listed things I expected to do and it all happened plus a hundred more expect I never got a mosquito bite. So many adventures and fun things happened that I don't even know where I would start. I could write a novel just about my summer at Trefoil. I learned a lot about many things and grew so much as a person. Best part I made 32 plus new best friends! My adventures consisted of bonding time, songs, games, homesick girls, 1.200 people in one place, shiny glasses, high ropes, no sleep, dance parties, dirt tans, dressing up for all camps, trail rides, hiking, bike ride, river ride, reading girls to sleep, a staff family and much more! I have many stories to tell and many pictures to show. It wasn't always fun and games though. There were some hard, stressful days. Sometimes I was exhausted, frustrated or a girl was acting out. However when I was able to get a girl to stop crying, accomplish a goal, teach the girls something I was passionate about and see there eyes light up, or just take in that I was living in the Utah Mountains, that is what made it all worth it. The camp magic and the support I had around me.
I am back home now. Missing camp life and my friends more then ever! I am attending Weber State University again this fall however, camp made me realize what degree I wanted. A Parks and Rec. degree and Weber doesn't offer that there. So that means I need to transfer. I am back on the job search again and trying to figure out what my next steps are while taking 15 credit hours at school. Wishing I had never come home from camp some days.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Religion

   I was baptized on January 8th 2011, I was 18 years old. This was the one most important decision of my life that I will never take back.
   When I turned 12 the young women invited me to the activities and I started going regularly. They then started picking me up on Sundays. I had known about The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints all my life. My mom took me to primary when I was little and I went to activity days every now and then. My mother's side were all members of the church. My grandparents and uncle talked highly of the church and I looked up to them and took in each advice they gave to me. I could see the power of the church inside their heart and soul and how much love it brought to them. This made my interest grow. When I was old enough to drive I drove by myself to each and every Sunday services. I earned my young women award before I was even a member.
    Each time I went to church, young women's, devotionals, young women's camp, classes, fire sides my testimony grew!
    My fellow young women and church leaders became family to me. They didn't care if I was baptized and my family didn't come to  church with me. We became brothers and sisters and the love between us shown through. When I was in my sophomore year of high school I went to an open house of a new temple with the young women and young men. The spirit I felt I will never forget. I knew the church was true and I loved it with all my heart. That day I heard a Hymn and asked what it was called. The name of the Hymn was "I Know that My Redeemer Lives" This is forever my favorite Hymn that day I really felt what I had gained knowledge of the church and knew that My Redeemer Lives.
    The summer before I went into my Junior year I went to girls camp with the young women. The whole time I felt the spirit upon me. I had always loved girls camp and this year it rained the whole time but, that didn't stop us from having fun. I remember I walked across the field there with my umbrella and hoodie. As I was walking back to camp I was so overwhelmed with joy from the spirit I just started crying. I knew then I wanted to be a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I was greeted by the young women president and bishopric who asked what was wrong and I proceeded to tell them that I just wanted to be baptized.
    I asked my parents if I could, and my dad who hasn't ever been a member of church told me no; that I could not make that decision until I was 18. This devastated me but, it didn't stop me from doing what I had always done and believed in. I lived like I believed even if I wasn't a member yet.
    I prayed daily to my Father in Heaven to help me on my path become a member of his church. I fasted and my ward family helped me in my prayers and fasting.
    The summer before my senior year I went on trek and my senior year in high school I took seminary. Both of these confirmed very greatly of the testimony I had gained of the gospel. As my birthday approached I started preparing and taking the missionary lessons and felt I already knew what they taught me because of activity in the church. I just needed to be member.
     That year when I turned 18 on December 8th my mom asked me what I wanted for my birthday and I had the courage to tell her to be baptized. She gave me the okay I just needed to talk to my dad.
I approached him letting him know I still wanted to be baptized and now that I was 18 I wanted to make the decision to do it. With or with out their permission I was going to become a member of what I knew was the true church. I wanted their blessing however. I finally got the ok!
    On January 8th, just one month latter from my 18th birthday, became the best day of my life. As I changed into white and met my grandpa, some one who had really influnced me in the church, in the water I was so happy and filled with the spirit. I knew I was making the right choice. I felt so pure as I came out of the water. I was able to spend that day with all the people I loved. Even my Father was there for me.

    I know that The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is the restored true church upon the Earth. I know that my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ live and love me. I know they are their for me always. I know that I will be with my family for eternity and that He has a plan for me. I know Joseph Smith was a true prophet of God. I know the book of Mormon are the true words of God.
and this I know because I have prayed and fasted and lived the gospel to which in my heart has become full of joy and the spirit of the holy ghost. <3

Bucket List

   I have always loved having adventures. I live life as if it is one big adventure through thick and thin. Hard trails and triumphs have made me become who I am today. I have always had a bucket list. I just re-did it because, I had crossed off a lot of things like; be baptized, adopt a dog, go river rafting, go cliff diving, go on a cruise, go to D.C., go to New York, go to Canada, graduate high school, buy a car, have a job, earn my Girl Scout Gold, be a life time member of Girl Scouts, do baptisms at the Salt Lake Temple, go to collage and more! Newest one I was able to cross off is work for Girl Scouts and marking at the same time is work at a youth camp. I still have big things in life that I want to do and even some not so big but, would be an adventure to me! Here is the list now...

1.Travel to each of my dream destinations
   Which includes
- Greece
-Germany
-Alaska
-Chicago
-Niraga Falls
-Kilimanjaro (to go on an African safari)
-Belize (to see the Book of Mormon sites)
-Scotland
-Mt. Rushmore
-Grand Canyon
-Amazon
-Harry Potter attraction at universal studios
2.Own a cute little house.
3.Be married in the Temple
4.Hike Kings Peak
5.Swim with Dolphins
6.Have my dream Career
7.Write a Novel/Publish a book
8.Go on a service trip/humanitarian project
9. Earn my Degree
10.Go on a big road trip
11.Skip Christmas one year
12.Be an influencaul mother some day
13.Be a Missionary of the Gospel to someone
14.Kiss under Mistletoe
15.Go on a trip on a whim
16.Milk a cow or goat
17.Take a church history tour
18.Ride my bike across county's
19. Go on the Amazing Race
20.Live my life to the fullest while I Love Life and be and Love who I Am!

As I go along my life I find things that I would have put on my bucket list and proceed to do so, so that I am able to cross them off. ;)
Each and every day is a new adventure and I don't believe of wasting a minute of my time on this beautiful Earth!